Hi Kninjanin, yes I am more and more distressed by what I am learning about my country, but I would not abandon it. Maybe people get so emotional with anger and hate because deep down they really love their country?
As I go deeper into old age now, I have even been thinking now that maybe there is always some kind of connection with the place you are born - I know that when I live somewhere else and then come home again, I can feel my heart leap with a kind of joy, all the tall evergreens and even the rain too!
idk, but that is all I can think of at the moment for your interesting question...